Sunday, 7 July 2013

Simple Twists in Reality - Part XVI


As I make my way down the first set of stairs my nerves grow. I can feel my heart flutter like the wings of a butterfly as I get closer and closer to the bottom step. The feeling is irrational as I still have another flight of stairs to go to actually reach our guests, and yet I can’t seem to breath steadily.

I pause at the bottom of the stairs and look out to the full moon, hoping it will give me strength. This is when I notice that there are tiny, pristine white flecks falling outside. The moon has a bluish hue and this only adds to the beauty of the picturesque scene out my window. I suddenly feel full of courage and bravery. Walking down some stairs seems a small feat to accomplish.

I walk around the corner and to the top of the second flight of stairs, the stairs that will lead me to the crowd of milling guests. I stand there for a moment, just looking at my feet. Then, as I realise how pathetic I must look, I hold my head high and look straight ahead as I start to descend the stairs.

The further down the stairs I go the more people start to look at me. I can feel the eyes on me, all of them staring. But at the same time, I can feel the admiration and the awe. I fell proud as I come closer and closer to the floor. I can see my father amongst the crowd. He is smiling and nodding at me. When I finally reach the bottom every eye in the room is on me.

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Simple Twists in Reality - Part XV


When the clock chimes fifty past five my mother tells me to hurry up to my room and to stay there until she sends Catherine to get me.

I ask her why and her answer both shocks and delights me. “Elizabeth, you are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen and I want everyone to know how precious you are. I want you to enter the room by descending down the stairs, just as you did for your father, and I want it to happen when everyone is here.”

And so I wait in my room, playing with paper. Almost every five minutes I find myself glancing at the clock, wondering how long it will take mother to come and collect me. The clock reaches six thirty and I start to wonder if this was all a cruel joke and that mother just did not want the shame of having me at the party.

Finally, at quarter to seven Catherine comes up to find me. “Why has it taken so long? What is happening downstairs? Did something go wrong? Has mother decided that she does not want me to attend the party at all?”

“Maam, nofin’ like that has happened. Your mother has been waitin’ until every guest arrived. She made me write down all the names of the people who were going to attend and then check them off once they arrived. Mr Winchester seemed awful keen to see you. He arrived five minutes early and immediately asked where you were. Everyone has been waitin’. I don’t fink we should make them wait any longer.”

We share a smile and Catherine giggles. “I guess I was being a little melodramatic.” Catherine laughs again.

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Monday, 1 July 2013

Simple Twists in Reality - Part XIV


When mother and I arrive home we discover that Catherine has been hard at work preparing the house and that she has finished the dancing hall, the lounge room, the library and the men’s smoking room. Mother walks around to check that everything looks perfect and to make slight changes. Before setting off to do this, though, she excuses Catherine and I so that we may work out my hair and Catherine may see my dress.

While walking up to my room I discover that Catherine has also decorated the stairs leading up to the third level with all our bedrooms and, to my complete shock, my bedroom. The hall on the third floor has also had the slightest decoration added to it. I ask her why and her only answer is a coy smile and subtle wink. This leaves me wondering how innocent my maid really is.

We take out my dress and Catherine helps me to put it on.

“Oh… Why Miss, I don’t fink I have ever seen anyfin’ so beautiful in my entire life! You look like somefin’ from a dream, comin’ down from heaven to save me. I have no doubt maam, that you will turn all heads tonight. You are bound to make even the most opposed and respectable men fall in love with you.”

We giggle at the prospect and then we put the dress into my wardrobe. I head back downstairs to help mother to decorate the study, leaving Catherine to think of how we will fashion my hair, to make it match my dress.

An hour later Catherine has come up with a hairstyle that we all agree looks wonderful, mother and I have finished all the decorating and Catherine has cooked us some lunch. Mother’s maid and the cook have been away for three days as Jonathan, the cook, was sick and needed surgery. The doctor, however, called us yesterday and assured us that he will be all better my midday today and that he should be home by three in the evening.

This has meant that Catherine has been working harder than ever to complete separate pieces of three jobs. Jonathan and Linda, mother’s maid, are due to arrive any minute. The party is to start at six so mother instructs Catherine to run me a bath and wash my hair. Mother clearly wants me to look my best tonight and I can’t help but wonder what the special occasion is.

I take my bath and wash my hair. The next half hour is spent with Catherine trying to dry it. Jonathan and Linda arrive back in this time and mother starts organising the dinner menu for tonight. By the time my hair is dry there is only an hour and a half until the party starts. Father is home and working on some documents, Jonathan is slow roasting the lamb that we are going to have tonight, and Linda is helping mother to get ready.

Catherine gets me into my dress and starts on my hair. It takes her around half an hour to get it to perfection and it looks lovely. Pins that have delicate, silver butterflies on the end, hold most of my hair together, flowing up in a large bun and the remainder is out. My hair is very long and reaches down to the small of my back. Catherine has arranged it so that most is at the back but a small amount hangs over my right shoulder.

Catherine claims that I could not look more beautiful if God himself had dressed me. I smile and tell her that she is being far too kind.

I walk to my jewellery box and take out the earrings that Lewis gave me for my birthday. They look absolutely marvellous with my dress. Now all that is needed is a necklace. I find a simple silver chain with a sapphire surrounded by gold. My father gave this to me on my sixteenth birthday and it matches both my earrings and my dress.

By the time I am completely ready there is only half an hour remaining until the guests start to arrive and mother is impatiently waiting at my door for me to come out. I tell her to get father and wait below the second storey stairs. She is very unhappy about being made to wait but knows enough to do as I ask. When she comes back to tell me they are ready I wait a minute for mother to get back into position and then make my way down the flight of stairs.

My heart skips when I see their faces. My father has always loved me and told me I was beautiful, being the closest and kindest of my parents. Mother has always seemed distant, saddened that she did not have a boy. Usually it is the other way around. But now… now my mother really looks like nothing, not even a son, could match this moment.

“Darling, You look beautiful! You are an angel! How is it possible that all this time I have seen my young little daughter, and only now I can see that she has grown into a beautiful woman? Come here my child! Let your father get a good look at you.” I am so grateful for my father. He always knows when to be supportive and what to say. I do not know what I would do without him.

Mother looks at me for a moment, saying nothing but looking. Then she says, “Elizabeth, I have never been so proud of you. I don’t care if you do not get an offer of marriage tonight, or for the next month, or even the next year. You are the most beautiful young woman I have ever seen and if young men cannot see through the fog that blinds them, and ask you to dance at least, then they are not worthy of such beauty,”

I walk swiftly to my mother and fold into her arms. I have never felt like a piece to be treasured in my mother’s collection. Not until now. And the way my father looks at me, as though if he were to touch me the spell will be broken and I will turn back into his young, innocent daughter, is worth all the trouble that Amanda put into making this dress. I will have to make sure that I give her something special.

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Simple Twists in Reality - Part XIII


We arrive at the fitters and find that Amanda has spent almost all night working on the beading to make sure that it is ready for me today. I hug the breath out of her, knowing my actions will be frowned upon, and thank her immensely for all that she has done. She says it will be worth it when everyone sees me tonight, telling me that the only thing that could possibly make it better would be if she got to see me, and everyone’s faces when they did the same.

Amanda leads me into a fitting room just to make sure that everything is perfect. Amanda has always been a lovely person and we have been good friends ever since I met her.

When I finally get the dress on I find that I have never seen a garment that looked as beautiful as the one I am wearing. Amanda says that I look like an angel dressed in the night sky. She claims that nothing I have worn before has made me look so beautiful. The dark midnight blue of the dress brings out the paleness of my skin and also makes my long, dark brown, gently curled hair look like that of a goddess. I cannot thank Amanda enough but I try never the less.

Mother asks if she can come in and see but I insist that she must wait until tonight to see me, as a surprise. I can tell by her tone that she is unhappy about this but she agrees never the less. I know that she will like it but I do not want to see Amanda embarrassed by having to explain that the design is not one of the house’s but instead one I have made myself. I will save her that agony.

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Simple Twists in Reality - Part XII


By lunchtime we have finished the dinning room, the stairs, the parlour and the second story hall. The place is filled with silver and gold along with lovely ornaments. The decorations are all working together to make the house look even more splendid than it usually does.

Mother and I leave to go and collect my dress and Catherine continues to decorate, using the rooms we have already done and mother’s instructions as a guideline for how it should be done. I trust her explicitly.

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